Thursday, October 30, 2008
And I used to feel like dreaming, except we always woke up.
I love this picture. Marjorie looks gorgeous.I don't want to talk to anybody.
I don't even want to talk to myself.
what the heck to my carelessness. 10 MARKS.!@jjjjj as to the rest of the questions let's just say i didn't know how to do them (uh huh when everyone else laughs "OH EASY PAPER!") yah, i killed myself instead.
why am i such a careless freak at math? seriously. i can see x as y and 3 as 2 and and + as -
this is for the third damn time possible. amath1(!!), amath2 and EMATH2(omg)
i hope they don't moderate Emath's A1 up. please, please just let it be 75.
so i tried to pre-count my L1R5, i took the worst i thought i'd do in the 6 subjects (that excludes Phy btw 'cause the paper was just uniquely stupid & unforgivably complex?) and guess what? it was...NO WAY. no. no. no. no. no way. never.
now, i'm just like
typing aimlessly and angry with myself. haha people say i seem calm. have you seen my nerves? like fumbling during big exams in the cold corner of the hall... then you might (not) want to know what happened to me last Wednesday.
but i've learnt, and heck with all of that, they're over for good(:
one thing i'm scared of, no not scared, regretful about, is letting Petros down without myself even knowing it. i totally promised myself never to make a careless mistake.
okay feels like exams are over except they're not. boohoo. but i think i need to chill a bit. antm is my medicine for the moment, maj & ana ftw!
heh heh.
there's this rly important decision i have to make but haven't got the guts to do so. a lot of "what ifs" and consequences at stake. help.
